What a is this year going to be?

Recently, I had a friend email me, asking me if I was going to enter Breyer's photo show that they were holding. Uhmmmm.............NO!
Reason? My photo's are NOT up to that type of standard. Yes there are photo's out there that would put mine into the trash compactor(really that is where they need to be anyway). Reason I say that is cause I don't have the resources for better props, better tack etc. Money right now is severely restricted and what money I have left for myself, I have to end up spending on either more bill's or give it to Daniel so he can have his fountain coke fix. This year is going to be a blah year cause I won't be able to buy a whole lot. When I do buy a model, I have to buy it in secret. Then when I do get it here, take what I call "Quickie" photo's and then pack the model up and put it in storage BEFORE the hubby even knows about it.  I don't have time to get everything set up and then take a trillion pictures hoping that at least one of them is showable. So I show with what I can take and be done with it. I already done had a judge tell me that I really need to *in her words* "Fall off the face of the hobby world". Real encouraging isn't it? This judge dq'd all my photo's and put the reason why. I won't get into her reason's. Just that she won't be judging my photo's again........EVER.

Enough ranting :)