My slow come back to showing/collecting

After a long debate and some emotional undoing. I have decided to go back into collecting and photo showing. Yes, I will be looking for the models I once had, but only a limited amount. Don't get me wrong, I love the older molds, but they are sometimes very hard to find, depending on the mold.

For about a year now, I was at the point in the hobby to just throw away all the models I have and say to hell with the hobby. But, my love for the horse was just to great. Models were my savior when I was growing up. They kept me out some seriously bad trouble that could have landed me in a women's prison for life. When trouble called, all I wanted to do was play with my plastic ponies in the dirt. Imagine riding them and having a big ole horse farm.

As time went on, and I got married, my collecting slowed down. There were a few years where I didn't get any models. Then there were years where I bought well over 30. I know personally that my dream collection will stay a dream. But hey, at least I can create that dream via pictures and say that it is my dream.

Yes, I do have a file on my computer that has well over 100 thousand photo's it. No I do NOT use them for anything but to just drool over. Some photos are of models that have tack on them, but most are of Original Finish. There are a few that are of customized and resin models.

Like I said, those photo's wont ever be uploaded or used in any manor.

And now your wondering about the emotional side to my problem. Well, It did start with the fire. I didn't let anyone(including the hubby) how upset I was. I did some value figuring with the current values to all the models and I lost well over $500,000.00 worth of models. So yea, I was severely upset, but I kept it in. Kept telling myself that collecting wasn't worth the it and crap like that. When in all reality, it is. It is worth it when you LOVE the hobby. I love getting new models and smelling them(I know "Ewww"), I feel like a kid again at Christmas when I get a package in the mail and open it up.

There were so many times I begged my husband to just take the tote in which the models were in to the dumpster and keep it there, but he didn't comply and I am thankful he didn't do it. So now I have 2 1/2 totes full of models, but no shelves to put them on. Don't worry, I will get some. Just have other things to take care of first.

As for me getting back into live showing? Nope. Not that I don't want to, It is just my health limits that. Plus my models never do good anyway, so that put a damper on it some. I think the only live show I would attend would have to be held here where I live, Well, better get off of here, Have photo's to name and upload to a few shows online.

Facebook is getting really bad

As you all know I am on Facebook and guess what? I am in jail again. Yes AGAIN! Why? Cause I said "Damn that monkey needs to be in it's cage". Some fucking snowflake flagged it as hate speech. don't worry, I am fighting it this time. The last time, I let it go, but not this time. I am so damn sick and tire of people reporting innocent comments as hate speech, racist and shit like that. Those people need to grow the fuck up. This isn't grade school where you can run and tell the teacher that someone hurt your feelings. GROW THE FUCK UP!!

I guess your momma was your best friend instead of a mother. Hell parents today are so pussy whooped and afraid of the damn system that they let their brats be disrespectful brats. And that is all that they are, Spoiled privileged brats.

Oh btw, you can find me on MeWe if you are

WOW......

I can't believe it has been a year since I wrote anything. Well here is a long update..............

First off, NO, I didn't go to Breyerfest this year. Reason is cause we bought a house. We had to use the money I had saved up for part of the down payment. 
Then in February, the storage unit that all my belongings were stored at burned down. So I lost EVERYTHING there. 

Fast forward 2 months, I get involved in a wreck. Thankfully it was all in my favor. I got a new car out of this and money to catch up on our mortgage on. Then, I get a letter from a lawyer telling me that since we had a mortgage account with Ditech, We maybe getting money out of them. 
Yea, I will believe that when I see it. 

Plus I am finally seeing who my "Friends" are on FB. About 4 months ago, a certain person put up a "Go Fund Me" to get money for food and what not, She got over $1500.00 in donations. I put one up for a mere $500.00 and not one person has donated. Yea, I am about to say screw it and just delete every damn thing on FB and call it fucking quits. 

I am getting tired of all the two faced back stabbing shit. Makes me sick. 

Better go for now

NAN and BF has come and gone................

It seems that I keep forgetting that I actually have a blog. Anyway, yes NAN and BF have come and gone. Again, I couldn't attend............BUT that don't mean I didn't get to watch it and enjoy the sights. Plus Breyer once again put out the "Surprise" model out on a mold that I love. The Smarty Jones mold. And believe it or not, some that are up for sale are actually reasonably priced to where I can afford them. Yes, I will be getting all 4. 

Ok, here is my announcement:

I'M GOING TO BREYERFEST 2019!!!!!

I already booked my room and am so ready to go. The hubby and I already talked about it. Of course he is none to happy about it, but for once I was able to throw some of his own medicine back into his face. You see, Next month he will be away from home for 3 weeks. Leaving me here alone. So, I figured that I will leave HIM alone for 3 days next year. He had no argument after that. 

I figured also that the ONLY time I will use my credit card is for gas, eats and the motel room. I am saving up so by the time BF gets here, I will have close to $3000.00 to buy with.

OOOOOOHHHHHH I CAN'T WAIT!!!  

Hinton Inn.........what a joke

Good morning everyone,
Today I am going to give a review that will kill all reviews. Daniel and I are currently staying at the Hinton Inn, in Hinton Oklahoma. The hotel is nice and the beds are comfy, but that is where the good points stop. 

Here is where it gets bad: 

First off, NO ONE told us that with extended stays, you CAN NOT have any pets(as we all know I have 3 dogs). 4 nights is the max limit for staying with pets. Plus, if you have a dog or cat that sheds like crazy, be sure to have a lint brush or some sort of lint/fur removal device. Cause the maids are fur haters. The one who cleaned our room claims that there is dog fur EVERYWHERE. Uhmmmm No there isn't. The bitch just wants to bitch and grip cause she is a dog hater. 
The manager tried to tell me that also our GSD was a threat to other guests. No she isn't. She hasn't made any attempt to bite or attack anyone. In fact, I keep her on a close leash. She has growled at one person, but no way in hell did she attempt to attack. I had her pinned to where she couldn't move. 

Oh don't get to excited over the channel selection. It is the basic channels that Direct TV has to offer. Which is NOT very enticing to watch unless you plan on watching the NFL, golf and all sports channels.

There were a few times I had thought about letting my 13 y/o pom do an accident, but decided against it. Which is a good thing. 

The noise from the interstate is not bad IF you stay on the east side of the hotel. Parking is abundant and there is a Sonic within walking distance. 

Besides the manager and the maids being total bitches our stay here was quite nice. 

As I write this, this is our last day here. I am hoping to find another place to stay until we either get our trailer moved here or ECU goes through and approves our request for a loan for another 5th wheel. 

Here are some photos of the carpet in the room

As you can see, there is NO dog fur. I know one thing, the pipes were dusty. LOL Yea, I checked. 

The photo above is yes the sink in the bathroom. Those burn marks were there when we got here, but yet, we are being accused of it. We went outside and braved the freaking cold air for a smoke. 

So, there ya have it. As for a star rating? 3 stars for the room being nice, but 1 star for the management and maids. 

Can of worms has been opened

Yup you read right. I have opened a can of worms or should I say disturbed the wasp nest. 
One of the tenets here at the RV park recently told our neighbor that her RV was "Grandfathered" to the property by the previous owner. Uhm, Unless our landlord signed the same "Note" then her trailer is NOT grandfathered. She told me that her rent can not go up. I showed her the notice that I had received and she said that the rent increase don't apply to her. It says "All RV and Mobile home occupants rent WILL go up $50.00 on Feb 1st" 
Who does she think she is? a fucking god? I told her it said ALL and she still argued. So I texted our landlord and he even said that their rent was going up. Hell they owe the landlord over $1000.00 cause her lazy ass live in refuses to get a job. Hell, every job he does get, he intentionally gets hurt. 
Plus she said that she is having the local sheriff help them get the money. I don't see where it is the sheriff's job to get the money. Why don't Charlie(her lazy ass live in) get his brother to send them the money? Oh wait, he was suppose to come here back in November and live with them. The idiot can't even leave the state of Washington cause he has an ankle monitor on. How fucking stupid do they think we are? Obviously Daniel and I are 2 of the MOST stupid people here at the park. Plus she thinks it funny to let her puppies run all over the place, jumping on people and NOT disciplining them when they do. I tell them "down" when they jump on me. 
I guess I better let things simmer down for awhile and just forget what has happened. Personally, I find it VERY unfair that while they and Tom(their neighbor) don't have an increase in the rent can just sit back and fucking laugh about everyone else having to pay more. TOTALLY UNFAIR!!!!

Oh also they are pissed at me cause I refuse to give them the password to my internet. Unless they pay part of the bill(which they wouldn't be able to do), then the answer is and always will be "NO"

Am I wrong?

Recently on FB, I got into a huge fight over a video of a woman going onto a mans drive way and asking him why did he have the Nazi flag flying. The man told the woman that it was none of her business and asked her to leave. She refused for a bit, but then did leave. What the whole argument was over was the fact that I said that she was in the wrong for going up this persons drive way un-invited. Plus I was called a racist Nazi lover just cause I support Trump. Now don't go off on me now until I have to say. I DON'T support everything he says or does. There are some things he has done that I don't agree with. But obviously these people who attacked me, think that I believe the sun sets in Trumps ass. I asked these people where would our great nation be right now IF Hillary had gotten the presidency? We most likely would be living under Sharia Law. Which I would NOT be living under. 

To set the record straight, I hate the nazi flag. Yes, I know what it stands for and believe it or not, I have YET to see it in the White House. So those who say that Trump supports that flag are lying.
I am NOT against the LBG either. I just don't believe that transgender people fall in that category. 

Also, I was told that my opinion was no longer needed on ANY post. Fuck them, I will even though I want to crawl into my little cubby hole and just let the world go on without me. No I am NOT suicidal. Just want to hide. But I can't. It isn't right to let those twat waffles scare me. 

I did notice my friends list count go from 1480 down to 1470 in less then 6 minutes. I know who they were and yes they blocked me. Which really didn't hurt my feelings.